Five Minute Friday::Opportunity

Opportunity-the difference between being able to just get by and to flourish. Opportunities come in many different forms-job opportunities-volunteer opportunities-opportunities to rent or own a home. Lots of opportunities!

Recently I had the opportunity to go to Christian Writer’s Retreat. We had wonderful times of learning, brain storming, writing and just being in nature. The opportunity was a blessing and I was able to write almost 2700 words of a book I am writing.

When the opportunity arose I had two choices. First to say “Who me? I’m not that good a writer” or “YES!” and embrace the opportunity to grow and learn.

Grow and learn is exactly what I did and also made long lasting friendships!

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Five Minute Friday::touch

And behold, a women who had suffered from a discharge of blood for twelve years came up behind him and touched the fridge of his garment, for she said to herself,”If I only touch his garment, I will be well.”. Matthew 9:20-21(ESV)

I suffer from periodic Major Depression. Yup, Christian, I know His truth, I know who I am in Christ, yet from time to time for anywhere from 4 weeks to several months a darkness hangs over me.

In the past, I felt no hope during this time. This past episode was different. Intellectually the enemy was telling all the lies that knock me down.

No good

Not qualified

Failure

This time was different because deep in my heart my hand had hold of the hem of his garment. I knew if I kept hold, kept doing the next right thing I would be well. Thank you Jesus that you touched my heart so deeply that I knew you had me, know you love me and will never push me away from holding onto the hem of your garment.

Praise God today for his mercies are new every morning!

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Five Minute Friday-Next

Next-the next right thing. That is what everyone keeps telling me during my hard, waiting time. Ten years is a long time to be waiting to see her beautiful face and feel her hug. Ten years without hearing her voice. Ten years without forgiveness on her part.

I know I made many wrong choices, when she was a child. I am so grateful that Jesus died on the cross to cover my sins, your sins, everyones sin. Today, Good Friday, is a dark, dark day for Christians but Sunday is coming, Jesus will rise. Salvation is for all who call upon his name.

Hosanna in the highest-blessed be the name of my Lord who loves me unconditionally!

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Thank you, Jesus for your grace, mercy and most of all for your unconditional love to this wretch that once was lost but now is found. Are you lost? Feeling emptiness inside that nothing fills-it’s a emptiness only Jesus can fill.


Ephesians 2:8-9
 

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

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Five Minute Friday-Lack

When I think of lack I often remember the verse in the 23rd Psalm-reminding me I will not lack anything. Without much thought I think I lack nothing-I have more than enough food, have shelter, a great car, our dogs that follow me around, our chickens and my amazing husband. I.lack.nothing.

Then I am reminded I often lack:

Patience

Grace

Forgiveness

Manners

Self Control

and then I am so grateful that I live a life that strives to improve but is not expected to be perfect. Perfection will come when I see my Lord face to face. So, for now, yes, I lack no material needs and as for the spiritual things I lack I will continue to look to Jesus for his grace, mercy, love and wisdom.

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So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives in him,

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Five Minute Friday-Offer

Through him then let us continually offer up a sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of lips that acknowledge his name.Hebrews 13:15 (ESV)

Offer, what do I have to offer up to Jesus who has blessed me so much. Nothing I could do could do justice. I sit in awe at all God has done for me.

I can offer praise to God by using my gifts to bless others. Words of encouragement. Food for their bodies and sharing God’s word to feed their souls.

I can offer songs of praise as I look at all God has created-birds, animals, butterflies, all the beautiful trees and flowers. All cause me to burst out in praise and to offer my joy. Ultimately Jesus wants us to take time to enjoy his creation and continually offer up praise for all he has done and created in this world and my life.

An unexpected day…

Two years ago, at about this time, I was driving home from visiting my friend in Buckner, MO when all of a sudden I felt really sick, nausea, clammy, panic feeling and I immediately said, “No, God, I can’t be sick I have 3 more hours to drive to get home”. I had an odd feeling because my husband wasn’t returning calls, which is not like him. Even more unlike my sweetie, who dislikes texting, was a one word text.

About an hour out from home I stopped at the McDonald’s in Cassville for a potty stop and decided to get a Hot Mocha cappuccino and I remember saying to myself “You will regret this caffeine later” and distinctly hearing, “No you won’t”.

I drove the final hour home to be greeted in our driveway by Bill’s best friend, Jim. He uttered words no wife wants to hear “Bill is ok but we need to get to the Mercy ER now”. On the way over Jim said Bill had an accident and possibly cut off his pinky finger. We got to the hospital as he was about to leave, by ambulance, to go to a bigger hospital to have emergency surgery. He was smiling and laughing-I figure he was either drugged up pretty good or was doing what he does, putting on a brave face for me. They drove off as I drove his truck home and Jim then drove me to the hospital where the surgery would take place in Harrison. Got there just before he was rolled into surgery at 9:30pm. The surgeon promised to save what he could but was fairly certain he would be amputating the pinky and ring fingers on his left hand. 

What I didn’t know then was that Bill’s push stick broke and the table saw blade mangled two fingers and cut about 90% through the middle and index fingers on an angle cutting nerves,muscles and tendons. Exactly at the same time I suddenly felt sick, clammy and anxious on my way home. Yes, when we got married God join us and two became one. It was a long 2 1/2 hours later when the surgeon came out and said he had to remove two fingers and was hopeful the other two would heal. With Bill in recovery I went home and tried to get some rest.

The next day I went to bring him home and the first time I saw his hand, all wrapped up, I was stunned. It made it all real. The fingers were gone. He was in good spirits and, as usual, he simply said we will get through this.

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What I learned later was that when the accident occurred he had the focus to go in the house, get a clean shop rag, wrap his hand, clean up the blood on the saw, floor and where ever he found it, let the dogs out, fed the dogs and then pondered how to get to the hospital. His final decision was to drive himself. Living in the country he felt he could get himself there quicker. He will tell you he cleaned up the blood so it would not upset me. I don’t know anyone with that much where with all in a time of stress. Must have been his Marine training Hoorah!!

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That day is one of several that have been life changing for us. At first he couldn’t dress himself, tie his shoes, cut his meat, so much he couldn’t do. Bandage changes several times a day. The VA determined he didn’t need occupational therapy so he knew it would be up to himself to get mobility in the remaining fingers. With do diligence he has been able to get his fingers to bend enough that he can hold things between them and his thumb, somewhat like a claw.  I think I will always need to wait, as I hand him something, for him to say “ok, I’ve got it”. Today he is unable to work but is able to, ever so slowly, do most of what he could do before as far as taking care of himself and some things he likes to do in his shop. Some things he will probably never be able to do again. I am his helper when he is not able to do something and it is something I am able to do. We truly are each others helpmate.

We have learned a lot since this accident. We are very intentional about how we do things. We thank God for his protection and our lives. While neither of us is able to work we know that God provides all our needs in the most amazing ways. 

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Looking back over these two years I am in awe at how God watches over us and guides us through the difficult days. We are closer today, we are stronger in spirit. We are very blessed!!

God is in the details

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This is a blog I posted two years ago but I felt was worth repeating.

When Suzie Eller gave us our prompt for this weeks #livefree Thursday “The Adventure Begins” I had to smile because I thought I was on the slow track to one adventure but realized last week that God’s adventure for me is so different, so out of my comfort zone, and yes, so awesome. This is not how I would have reacted 2-3 years ago-adventures into the unknown carried denial, fear, and yes, I have to admit, some disobedience to what God was calling me to do. God has done a work in me to prepare me for this moment in time.

I am still in a period of preparation but these preparations suddenly have purpose. I’m not sure what the end  of the journey entails but I know God is there. I am facing this journey and time of preparation with a faith I didn’t think I would ever have. To be honest, I’ve always been a “that’s ok I’ll stay right here and watch” kind of girl while you went on your adventures. But slowly and with much love and grace God has brought me to where I am today.

How am I SO sure of this? Just a quick look at the last 3+ years that I have been participating, and later serving with Proverbs 31 Online Bible Studies- God has been all the details, just for me!

In Dec 2012 I was full of anger and resentment-what was the P31 OBS study that popped into my inbox?

Karen Ehman’s book “Let.It.Go.”!!

Once I Let.It.Go I realized I still had stress-what was the next P31 OBS?

Tracie Mile’s  book “Stressed Less Living”!!

Life was less stressful so now what?

Lysa TerKeurst’s book “What Happens When Women Say Yes to God”!!

OH NO I said Yes to God-now I’m a Small Group Leader-I can’t do that!! What am I going to do?

What was the next P31 OBS study?

Rene Swope’s book “A Confident Heart”!!

I had more Godfidence but honestly I craved sweets and TV more than God.

What was the next 2 P31 OBS studies?

Lysa TerKeust’s  books “Made to Crave” and “Made to Crave Action Plan”!!

I started to Crave God more but questioned how to live God’s Word.

What was the next P31 OBS study?

Wendy Blight’s book  “Living So That”!!

So I started Living so that my life reflected more of Jesus but gosh I had a lot of baggage and labels holding me back.

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Derwin Gray’s book “Limitless Life”!!

The labels fell away, I was ready to serve God, with all my heart-so many good Godly things to be involved with but getting SO worn out and yes, a bit overwhelmed and resentful.

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Lysa TerKeurst’s book “The Best Yes”!!

Now I was ready to make Best Yes choices but which ones? I needed to pray more effectively but how do that?

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Max Lucado’s book “Before Amen”!!

I learned the power of prayer but still struggled with my mouth. How do I know what to say and what to just commit to this new prayer life?

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Karen Ehman’s book “Keep It Shut”!!

So now I’m keeping it shut, wanting to serve more but still some what fearful about the unknown.

What was the next  OBS Study?

Lysa TerKeurst’s book “What Happens When Women Walk in Faith”!!

I wanted to walk in faith, really I did but there was something I couldn’t  put a finger on. Some things were holding me back.

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Suzie Eller’s book “A Mended Heart”!!

I had hidden hurts that I wasn’t even aware of and Jesus did an amazing work healing my heart. Now I was ready to serve but where do I start-I had so many distractions…oh I’ll just start cleaning my desk and then I’ll start!

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Glynnis Whitwer’s book “Taming The To Do List”!!

Ok, Ok I hadn’t  quiet tamed that to do but I was getting better but gosh Thanksgiving was coming, then Christmas, people pulling every which way….what’s a girl to do??

What was the next P31 OBS Study?

Lysa TerKeurst’s book “Unglued”!!

So I did all these studies, grew in ways I can’t even begin to describe. Sometimes feeling a bit in adequate as I did lots of studies, served God in several ministries but feeling like there was something more.

What was the next P31 OBS study?

Lysa Terkeurst’s book “Becoming More Thank A Good Bible Study Girl”!!

I’m ready, want to use my past to the Glory of God but am I really hearing from God, I don’t want to hear Him wrong and I don’t want to start yet another thing I won’t finish. More importantly, does God even know who I am?  Well right now we are in a break from P31 OBS and I am participating in the first ever P31 Bible Study Class. What is it?

Wendy Blight’s book “I know His Name”!!

In just the first two chapters we have covered Elohim, my God who created me and El Roi, my God who knows me. He created me for a purpose, He knows my strengths and weaknesses. He will guide me but what if I want to quit?

What is the next P31 OBS Study?

Nicki Koziarz’ book “5 Habits of a Woman Who Doesn’t  Quit”!!

My God loves me SO much that he orchestrated all these studies to gently lead me to this moment in time when I am ready to take an adventure into the unknown. He created me, He loves me, He guides me, He is already where He is leading me.

God has been with me every step of the way, I have no doubts he will continue so I am looking to this adventure with faith and not fear. Oh I know the enemy isn’t happy, he’s already tried to attack my health but guess what Abba daddy has taken care of me. It’s not my battle, it’s His. That frees me up and so….The Adventure Begins…and I’m so excited!!

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13